July 2010
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The Shadow Gallery for Maoh
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Finally, Finally, Finally.
I am back making music. It took me some talking to a friend last night that finally made me realize.. . “HEY! Get off your ass and do something useful! What have you done this entire summer?!”
The other night, I bestowed upon 4 chords. Who knew these 4 chords would lead to my next work?
I sat myself down today for hours and hours working on this song. I...
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As I strum these 4 chords over and over.. My heart sinks to an all-time low of despair and sadness. Who knew that these conjoined sounds could create such a feeling? A feeling so lost, so dark, and so creepy that it frightens it’s own very creator? I will use you 4 sparingly in creating a sound for my next.
I looked back today into the past.. Many months ago, a little under a year. Why should I even look back? Why do people look back?.. I have come such a long way from a dark, dark path. I remember the days. I still do. I scare myself. I shock myself. I surprise myself. all about how I changed…
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What happened to me now? People change through series of...
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Friendship
Now that you’ve gone again, a part of me feels missing. What are we supposed to do now? You were like a final piece of the puzzle that brings everything together. But without it, the puzzle still creates a picture incomplete and flawed. Even through our quarrels here and there, I felt fine because I felt as if I had another way out of this. Other people are here for me..I didn’t need...
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I basically went to the con today just to see smallville at 10am in the morning. I got into a MASSIVE line at around 9 am.. This line was insaaane. One being because Smallville is a popular show, and second being probably that this is the season finale.
The line stretched a long way out of the convention center, snaked its way through the outside several times, wrapped around buildings, down...
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Driving home was pretty weird tonight. The air has been different lately, the smell and aura of it all.. Reminds me of just 8 months ago when sadness was bestowed upon me. Words can’t describe it, maybe those who have gone through what I have can relate. The moon shown bright and it turned night into what it seemed to be early morning. But it’s only 3:30am.. . It feels as if it was...
I think I’m gonna stop smoking now. At least for awhile, I’m actually quite afraid of them at the moment. This has only happened to me twice in my life, but after chain smoking last night(and a night in the past) I felt extremely dizzy and really thought I was going to pass out. Anyways, last night I ate some korean food and drank a glass of beer and chain smoked two. I felt extremely...
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Random Stuff
I don’t know what made me do this, but..
Today I did some research about the Bermuda Triangle and it got me really interested. All these sort of things really interest me. Unexplained mysteries have always interested me. Ghosts, UFOs, Lochness Monster, etc.
I think I would like to travel over the Bermuda Triangle before I die. Probably when i’m about to die, just in case I vanish.
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People using others.
It’s fucked up. I don’t know what triggered this specific memory, but it jolted me and I am pretty irritated. People who use people are fucked up. Person A pretends to be nice to Person B just to grip onto the favors that Person B can do for Person A. or Person A throws in that once a month bullshit conversation just to keep their ‘friendship’ on lock....
Ever since I came back from Vegas everything in San Diego has been so minute. Feel like my life is boring, but my body and mind is still in Vegas. I hold this “don’t give a fuck or have a care” mannerism that just clashes with San Diego. People aren’t here to just have fun. It’s a little plain here. I guess adjusting back to the routine-ness is a little hard is all....
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Evolution 2010
As a warning, this is going to be a long post.. But I hope you guys can take the time to read it.
I was in vegas for the last 4 days for Evo and It was definitely different this year.. $20k pot for sf4, thousands of entrants, and the biggest venue yet..I’ll try to recall day by day the important things that happened and some random funnies here and there.
Thursday: I got in around noon...
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New Diru Setlists = MIND FUCKING BLOWN
This totally made my day. WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON WITH ALL THESE OLD SONGS BEING BROUGHT BACK?!?!
Day 1 1.神葬 (Shinsou) WTF? 2.304号室、白死の桜 (304 Goushitsu, Hakushi no Sakura) WTF?!?!? HOW ARE THEY PLAYING THIS AGAIN? 3. 秒「」深 (Byo Shin) WHAT THE FUCK! 4.THE FATAL BELIEVER OH DEAR MOTHER OF GOD 5.凱歌、沈黙が眠る 頃 (Gaika, Chinmoku Ga Nemuru Koro) 6.冷血なりせば (Reiketsu Nariseba) 7.激しさと、この胸の中 で絡み付いた灼熱の闇...
high pressure
I’m actually a bit worried for Vegas. I can’t believe I’m leaving in 2 days. I am not prepared at all, for SF or for to drink. I feel that this 4 day weekend is actually not enough time to do everything I want. It took me 1 year of being MIA to realize that I miss hanging out with my homies from before. And hopefully the other night will be as fun in vegas.. .And it will be 2...
Frustration!
Ugh, I cannot get moving this new song. I think a lot of drastic changes need to be made.. From tempo 120 to 187.. that’s for one. It also moved in a whole other direction.. first from influences from post-hardcore, now more hardcore.
This is the same roadblock that I have always gotten back when I used to try to write music.. and it’s come back again. I keep getting stuck on phrases...
Stand Up & Scream
To be quite honest, I’m trying to remember how I got into hardcore/post-hardcore music again lately. It may have been the release of Of Mice & Men’s album and a recommendation from a friend for the band Asking Alexandria.
Anyways, these 2 bands have influenced me heavily as of late and as of today, I started (finally) learning how to scream with proper form. I’m watching...
